World of Emo

didnt get a good rest last nite...guess my emo got the better of me...been quite a while though...since the last relapse...

wouldn say for sure...but Bathing Ape issue had some part in this whirlpool of emotions...was surfing the net before goin to bed...thought it would be nice to find the Bape Doll (ie. monkey handphone strap) i wanted cos it was sold out when i was in Shibuya...tried ebay...went to their official website and wala...found it!!! shortlived happiness for minutes before i stumbled upon some review off the net...its basically impossible to buy any genuine Bape products online...had my 2 cents worth of doubt...went back to Bape's official website...OMFG!!!! its true!!! shouldn b feeling this way cos its jus a F@#king toy...but somewhat felt my heart still stuck on the Singapore Flyer...really SUX!!! guess i have 2 give my cous a treat & get him to buy it for me whn he's in HK...

minutes before lights went out...was flipping thru some Jap fashion mag i grabbed at Narita Airport...off i went again...regrets after regrets...poor Princess!!! the amount of grievances i poured over the last few days bout not getting my limited edition sneakers whn we were in Japan can prob deaf her...cant exactly recall my last sentence though...and i was fast asleep...

woke up thinkin it was at least 5am...but it was only 1.45am!!! GOSH!!! wat the F@#k is wrong wif me??? had my stick of cigarette...went thru all the clothes i bought back from Japan...thn this whole vicious cycle of regrets thingy came back...y in the world did i buy these clothes? wat the hell m i to wear for CNY? goin deeper into my oredi very burnt pockets to buy more suitable clothes for the new year? ARGGHH!!! drivin me insane!!!

i need to go back to Japan!!!