feeling the blues now..must b the accumulated lack of proper rest..BUT i m feeling really great!! last evening princess and i had 2 guests over at our place...2 really important guests...should have been the first persons to see our place..due to unforseen circumstances..it didnt take place a year ago..after some period of struggle..we finally see the rainbow after the rain..so anywayz...as usual Baby K & Xin did their usual routine of being late...kinda improved slightly though..only an hour late..but it was all compensated when he presented me wif an i-pod with sound system &...a new Ed-Hardy cap to my collection..thnks Baby!!!
showed 'em round my place...the countless "wows" from them again made me wonder if i m in the right line of work..not sure if i will get an answer to this question...but it definately feels damn good whn u hear compliments bout ur house :) jus like how i used to tell other newly weds or about to b newly weds..who r vexed on designing their new place.."its a personal feel...remember tat its ur place..ur love nest...no matter wat ideas/designs u throw in...its a combination of ur love efforts and sense of home" well at least tats how we got our inspiration...how princess and i did up our love nest...
after the tour...after looking through our pre-wedding photo album...we had a simple dinner of canned soup and special delivery pizzas...ok ok...i know its not like a superb dinner..will whip up something good for the both of u when we return from Stockholm ya...hopefully things take a better turn for the both of u by then..i know i have said these many times before..jus need to repeat again..
there's always a reason y things happen...i prefer to see it as a good cause...for us to self-reflect on ourselves...to effect a change tat would make us better persons in life..sometimes its better for things to happen now thn later...at least there's still a chance to make amendments...all humans err...no one is perfect! wats most important is for us to realise tat we have done something wrong and move on in life not committing the same mistake again..jus part of the growing up process in life...y bother to point fingers at each other...y bother to look back at the bad past...LET IT GO!!!
marriage is a lifetime of committment..a lifetime of giving each other unconditional love...a lifetime of compromises & adjusting to each other's lifestyle..a lifetime of forgiveness and condoning each other's mistakes..a lifetime of patience and trust for each other...blah blah...everyone has to make some decisions everyday..some not so important..some life-and-death..how big or how small is not important...the important thing is...have u made a decision tat u will not regret in time to come? if u ever doubt ur decision even the slightest...thn maybe u r not making the right one afterall...once u have made ur choice...live wif it and dun regret!!!
we had a good long talk last nite...its not bout the time spent...i m more concerned whether the time is well spent...remember..at the end of the day...no one can decide for u...u have to make ur own decisions...do wat's best for u...wat's right for u...
princess and i sincerely wish u both eternal happiness!!!