When was the last time you travelled with your FAMILY?

its far past midnight...been tossing around in my bed for the past 2 hours...and i still can't get to sleep...ARRGGHH!!!! i just hate this feeling!!! my whole body and mind is so tired...but i can't get to sleep...its one of those nights again...jus close my eyes...and a whole tsunami of thoughts jus slam into my head...driving me insane...not going to try anymore...decided to switch on my laptop and blog some shit...hopefully by the time i m done wif this blog...i can get some good rest...

few weeks back Mummy mentioned to me tat its been some years now tat she's gone on a holiday wif us...she's hoping to do so...but we were all so busy wif our own stuff...not sure when we will realise this dream of hers...come to think of it...our last trip was so far so far back...when i was still in poly...perhaps??? not sure really...cos its too far back...Daddy was too busy wif work thn...only the 3 of us accompanied Mummy and Grandma to Australia and NewZealand for bout 2 weeks i think...can't really recall...

after poly...got myself enlisted into NS...got my 1st job in PwC before my ORD date...worked my ass off for 7 years...joined Nordea for a year now...with no breaks in between...have been doin alot of travel for the past few years...mostly for fishing...abit of business travel...some leisure trips wif Princess...but never wif my family...now tat Jaina is married...and she's always so ever busy wif her work in E&Y...hardly getting proper rest oredi...let alone travel...Tereave jus got himself this new job...only interested to make trips to places he can get his car parts...dun think it will ever interest him to travel with the family...wif marriage plans going on this year...and tight financial budget...its virtually impossible for me to take Mummy & Daddy on a holiday...

so damn fustrating!!! they r not getting young anymore...Daddy's 58 and Mummy 55...really not sure if they will still b in the pink of health to travel in the next few years...of cos i pray they will..but when Mummy told me her heart was in pain on Sat...it really blew me off...i am so afraid!! i dun wanna lose Mummy!!! call me Mummy's boy for all i care...but i love Mummy alot alot...and i wan to do something for her...at least to travel as a family...Daddy's back has been giving him problems time and again...cant remember the countless times seeing him in agony...and he's been complaining so much bout his leg recently...havin diffculties to walk...i m so damn worried bout him!!

Daddy and Mummy mean the whole world to me!!! i wouldn b where i m today without them...i love them both very much!! i have been praying very very hard..GOD...please bless them both with good health...please!!! i will do my best...whatever way i can...to make their wish come true...i will arrange for us to travel as a family again...i promise to be good...i promise to learn to save $$...i promise i will never be rude to them again...please bless them!

some ppl may think tat i m crazy to be thinkin of such stuff in the middle of the night...but hey...i would rather b crazy now and realise it now...thn regret it when they are no longer around...