It's all in the past....

jus finished lunch wif Dage...he cut his hair short again...but still as handsome as before...hahaha. had my mee siam at the usual store in IP...very nice leh...especially on rainy weather...but poor Dage...got caught in the rain on his way to meet me....all drenched...PSPS....so he asked me how's my wedding prep...told him all in order...bit pressed for time but still manageable....thn he popped me the question "so u really not inviting him ah?" "things really so bad btw the two of u?" strange thing is...this time round when Dage ask me this question...i not emo leh....maybe its becos i know its out of genuine concern or maybe its becos i already give up hope...watever the reason is...i replied "things already turn out like tat...even if i invite oso he won't come...y bother to get myself hurt again"...

we headed to Gloria Jeans for coffee after lunch....continued wif the conversation....Dage super shocked to hear the sufferings i went thru...told me to brace up...no matter wad happens...i must b strong cos there r many other things for me to do in life...many other persons more important thn him in my life for me to take care of....many other frens around me who care bout me more thn him...on hearing tat....i was really beri touched....kinda remind me of those days where all seven of us in NS...helped each other in our difficult times...very heart warming....but now there's only so few of us left...

i will listen to Dage...i know tat even without him...i still have alot of ppl around who will shower me with abundent care and concern...no worries...i will be strong!!! Kambatek nei!!!! :p